How can anyone consider entering a Heaven after death different than the one they have attempted to create while alive.

If you are creating destruction, anger, or pain; what do you think will be waiting for you?  Bliss?   I do not think so.

Is yours a vengeful God or a loving God?  Would a God create the world in anger and hate?  Why bother?

Ask yourself, some questions.  You might be surprised at the answers.